Betrayal

I've no idea why

I react as I do.

I give in

Time and time again.

I look back

With regret.

Self betrayal

Is the name

Of the game

I play.

I make myself

promises.

I'm gonna take.

Selfish wishes

Again forgotten.

They cry out.

I answer.

My desires

Left behind,

Long since forgotten.

Until I look back

And see, again,

I've given in.